Lovemy5kids, 50

Jack Mormon Female Life has not been easy for me but, I live a specific life style and looking for someone who views life in a simalar fashion.
I am a single mom of 5 kids. My husband died in Jan. 2012 from a freak accident. I loved him very much but, I am only 36 and don't plan on living the rest of my life by myself.

Living in Utah and growing up in a good Mormon family I've leaned I have a image to up hold. I love my parents and in laws and it is important to me that I create a good impression on them for my sake and my kids relationships with them.

The Mormon church has been good to me. I love the people an infact I attend every Sunday.
But, that's as far as it goes for me. Our home life is quite different. I do drink coffee, an I do drink alcohol every once in a while. I let my 16 year old get a tatoo after her step dad died in his memory.

I when we moved to this house a year ago. I did feel a bit guilty for playing both sides of the coin. But, I have come to realise that we have to create who we are for certain people and situations. I love the Mormon Church. They have been good to me. They have helped me through the death of my husband. Helped me with work and rent and I do pay my tithing as I feel its my duty to pay back some of what has been given to me.

I may not be a great Mormon or even have that testimony that it is the true church but, I am a spiritual person and believe you can find God there. I occationaly attend another church. My 16 year old attends on a regular basis. We say family prayer every night.

We also are very open about everything in our house. My kids are not shy about asking and talking about some things that a lot of families consider taboo.

If your up for learning more about me and my family after reading this. Im up for the chalenge of getting to know you as well.